I have been stressing big time today. I think between the internet and real life I’ve put in close to 30 job applications today, and let me tell you, it’s like every time I submit one, my stress level jumps. I realize I’ve only been looking for a job for a week or so, but still. Every other time that I’ve had to search for a job, I was only taking care of myself. Now the weight of my daughter’s well-being is on my shoulders.
I keep telling myself to chill out.
Then I get overwhelmed.
Oh well. Since when have I ever chilled out and not obsessed about something? NEVER.
So like I said, I’m on the job hunt. I’ve already come across some very interesting jobs, unfortunately I cannot find the mistress ad on Craigslist that Robert had forwarded me in April. Ha! That would’ve been hilarious…. if I could’ve put up with old hairy wrinkly balls. Which I cant. So no. Still, how awesome of an interview would that have been. “Hi! I’m here to interview for um…. the…. take all your money….I mean mistress postion? I hear you pay for travel and nice new cars!” Lmao. The article even said “must preform wifely duties”. I nearly died laughing.
Other than that garbage, things are going pretty good I guess. Just living day to day and trying to get as much social interaction as possible!
For now, the child is demanding a binky hunt… apparently the world will end if I don’t find it.