I need to knock myself aside the head once in a while.
It seems like the combo of my head and heart make really stupid decisions every once in a while.
I have this thing with losing interest. In people, activities, you name it. There’s no reason why either. It just happens. I know in reality I’m being retarded, but I can’t help it. It’s like there’s an off switch, and every once in a while, someone bumps into it and turns it off, or into kill mode, but that’s a different story. It’s like I know something is good for me, or a good choice, or a good person and things will be going well. Then I just turn off. I’m not quite sure how to handle it.
Then there is the opposite end of the spectrum. There will be an activity that makes no goddamned sense to me, or a person who is nothing but a bad influence, and my brain just says “Lets go!” “It’s fucking go time!”. *facepalm*. Or even in just situations I need to avoid to save myself problems… I run full speed ahead at the most inconvenient times!
I think my brain is hardwired wrong. I want a full refund.
What do you mean I can’t get a refund?
This is bullshit!
It obviously is malfunctioning!
Why would I have done this otherwise?
Either way I’m convinced my brain is fried. LoL. So I’m blaming all stupid decisions from here on on out on manufacturer’s mistakes. So eat that and choke on it.