I can see the fear in your eyes
I’ve watched it materialize.
Growing stronger each day.
-All that Remains-
So what do you do when someone you care about is pulling away? What if they have a valid reason and it just hurts? Pretty retarded huh? I am really lame at this emotion shit, but all I know is that I don’t like the way this feels. It’s kicking down my personality lately, I’m acting like someone no one recognizes.
I guess I’m just being stupid
So I think I’m just overwhelming myself lately. I don’t really feel overwhelmed, but my emotions are all over the place. I don’t know. Maybe it’s the weather going back and forth. All I know is that I don’t like it. I’m getting upset about stupid shit, as well as very real shit, but this whole ordeal is really blowing my mind.
I mean. I would be a much happier person if I could just choke everyone who gets on my nerves, but then it wouldn’t be as fun. I don’t know I’m just all over the place.
I only want to be in one place, and that’s just not happening.