I’m not quite sure what’s wrong with my brain, but the majority of today has been spent reassessing my life. I don’t know what to think anymore. I see people around me getting exactly what they want, I see people undeserving having life go their way. I’m just so entirely frustrated lately. I can’t seem to get ahead anywhere. The man I unwilling fell in love with is moving away. My friends are distancing themselves (with the exception of Mandy, Charles and a few others). I’m stuck in the middle with choosing schools. My work sucks, and I don’t think I’m getting that new job. I’m just stuck in a rut.
I’ve been having anxiety attacks all day today. It seems like my world is crashing in on me. In all reality things could be sooo much worse, but hence my anxiety crap. I don’t know.
It just seems like the life I wanted before is nothing like what I want now.
God Help me.