A lot of the time.
I feel alone.
Even if I’m in a room full of people.
I don’t know why, but I’m in a weird mood, I feel really lonely today. I don’t know why it’s worse today than it is any other day, but it’s getting me down. It’s a weird feeling, it’s like despite all of the people I know, all of the people who surround me day to day, I am alone. I think it’s because when I come home at night, or wake up in the morning, or face my day to day stresses, I do it by myself. When something good happens I come home to tell no one. When something bad happens, I come home to no one to hold me. When I just want to talk to someone… I have my cats?
I mean, I know I have my friends, but everyone is busy with their lives and sometimes I feel like I inconvenience them with my banter. I feel like a lot of people don’t understand what I’m talking to them about, or that they don’t have the time to try to understand.
I don’t know.
I guess it’s just one of those days. I have so much shit to deal with tomorrow, I just wish I had someone here for me.