Well I guess I’m weird.


A lot of the time.

I feel alone.

Even if I’m in a room full of people.

I don’t know why, but I’m in a weird mood, I feel really lonely today.  I don’t know why it’s worse today than it is any other day, but it’s getting me down.  It’s a weird feeling, it’s like despite all of the people I know, all of the people who surround me day to day, I am alone.  I think it’s because when I come home at night, or wake up in the morning, or face my day to day stresses, I do it by myself.  When something good happens I come home to tell no one.  When something bad happens, I come home to no one to hold me.  When I just want to talk to someone… I have my cats?

I mean, I know I have my friends, but everyone is busy with their lives and sometimes I feel like I inconvenience them with my banter.  I feel like a lot of people don’t understand what I’m talking to them about, or that they don’t have the time to try to understand.

I don’t know.

I guess it’s just one of those days.  I have so much shit to deal with tomorrow, I just wish I had someone here for me.


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