I am a bit stressed out today. Why? Oh no particular reason. Just the regular stuff. More than likely my uterus is to blame, but meh, I’ll just rip the sucker out and put it on craigslist. Uterus for sale: Only used for Storage twice.
I am definitely fighting off anxiety attacks today. I honestly just need a break, a mini vacation, hell, one night and one day to relax. Unfortunately that is not in the near future for me. I really don’t have cash for a babysitter at the moment, you know, still doing the adult thing, paying off the ridiculous amount of debt my teen-aged self acquired.
I would normally be cheering for tomorrow, friday, but I am working on Saturday. Trying to get some of the stubborn – I can’t take off of work to come in and view – customers out of the way and regain some off the hours I lost due to Noodle’s little strep adventure. So my day off? Sunday. Next week isn’t much better either. I get to nap on Tuesday while hooked up for Remicade… but I don’t think that counts as a high point in the week.
I honestly just think I need a good ole dose of the outdoors. Seriously. Some sunshine, warm temperatures and alone time. The weather has been swinging back and forth a lot lately, giving us just a little taste of spring, then back into the 30’s for us. So to say I’m looking forward to my first forest preserve trip is an understatement.
What did that stupid fish say? Just keep swimming, just keep swimming.
If I was her? It’d be more like : Just keep swimming, just keep swimming, you better swim faster or I’m going to eat your fucking face.
Okay, I’m off to face the rest of the evening. I guess I better make dinner… I just hope a hot shower and a massage is in my future.