Almost flattered.

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Well actually I do.  Apparently, living my life and being happy is enough for someone to hate me for 9 months now.  9 months, that’s a long time I’ve had to endure online attacks, at least the texts have stopped.  It’s amazing though, I’m almost flattered.  I haven’t been doing anything to provoke anyone, the only thing I’ve been doing is keeping to myself and writing.  I’ve been working hard, enjoying the little things, and loving my family.  Unfortunately for me, that’s enough for a hater to hate.  Yet again, the same person is actively slandering me on the internet.  Yet again, the same person has stated (is this the 2nd or 3rd time) that my own daughter would be better off if I was dead.  The difference this time?  Instead of just saying “dead”, she said murdered.  

I don’t get it.  I know she had her feelings hurt when Ryan refused to see her anymore, but come on!  She cheated on him!  I don’t understand how us being happy is a personal attack to her.  She has said it’s not that, then what is it?  Read through my twitter (it’s linked at the right upper corner of my page).  Read through my blog.  When was the last time I even mentioned this?  Maybe when I had to file a police report?  I don’t know what I’m doing to egg on these attacks, and not only attacks against myself, but attacks against my daughter.  My 4 year old daughter.  What adult person attacks a child?  That’s what I don’t understand.  No matter how much I dislike someone, I never bring their children into it.

At first, I was going to defend myself against the things she has stated online, but you know what?  I’m not.  I know they are not true, the people close to me know they are not true.  That is good enough for me.  I live a good life, I stay out of trouble, and I take care of my daughter.  I have good people in my life and I’m happy with where things are.  I’m tired of the attacks, I’m tired of the taunting.  I’m done.  I don’t care if this person calls me a whore, slut, or whatever they may, but that’s on them if they want to believe it.  I just want to be left alone, and I want my child left out of it.  I will protect my family, it’s the most important thing to me.  I am done with this nonsense.

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4 thoughts on “Almost flattered.

  1. Couldn’t agree more. Been in a similar situation with my mum’s sister. Not my aunt because I will never ever be related to her in my mind. She is 17 years older than me and you’d think she would know better. But no matter what you do in life, someone will always be jealous, always want what you have. Even when you think you’re down and on you’re knees, they will still be jealous. Rise above, continue to love and care for those nearest to you who matter. And ultimately show your daughter what a strong woman you are!
    Much Respect
    http://www.geordiesgirl.com

    • That’s what I plan on doing! My daughter is number one in my life, I will protect her no matter what… I just hope that she never has to deal with people like this, it’s sad that someone could wish such utter heartbreak on a child, I love her so much and I couldn’t imagine having her go through what I have when I lost my mother. I can’t believe that someone I used to call my friend would wish that on an innocent child. Thanks for the comment!

  2. free penny press

    Some people are so insecure and have no self esteem they have to try and walk on the backs of others to feel tall. Keep enjoying your life and remember to stay on the high road. Give her zero feedback and that is where you will stay the winner..
    Geesh, some people really have no purpose…

    • I’m trying to remember that, it’s just difficult when there is so much hate all the time. I wish she would just move on with life, there should be so much more important things for her to dwell on besides me!

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