It’s like awareness week… just the mere thought of Crohns Disease, woke the damned thing and it came back with a vengeance. After a couple of months with few problems, I flare as soon as awareness week hits. Yup, Crohns. I’m freaking aware of your presence. Jerk.
Ahh well. I guess that’s the nature of the beast. At least I made it through Thanksgiving with few other problems besides bloat and cramping. I’m sure since I’m feeling a tad bit better today, it’ll flare back up right before Christmas.. then shortly after my birthday. As always.
Crohns has taught me to look at life a bit differently over the years. I don’t cancel much because of my disease, not any more at least. I’m lucky to have a job where management understands that with chronic illness, it always comes back sometimes. Hell, each time I got stuck in the hospital, I still had a job waiting for me when I came back. I used to cancel a lot of plans and such when I started to get sick. I still do on occasion, but mostly I just do them on my own time table.
For instance, we had plans to come up to my parents house this weekend, to relax and visit, but also to cut down a Christmas tree. The boyfriend suggested that we stay home since I was feeling so rough. Honestly, it was tempting to spend the weekend in bed, but I know if I take my time and don’t push too hard, I could make the trip. I just move a bit slower, enjoy the slower things. Instead of roaming on the ice, I sat by the fire. Instead of running around outside, I enjoyed the apple cider from the crock pot (which apparently soothed my innards pretty good).
I guess my point is, is that almost anything is do-able in a flare, it’s just a matter on making yourself comfortable doing it. There will always be some days that you are in far too much pain to do anything other than curl up in a ball, some days where you start designing your bedroom around the toilet. Some days though, it’s worth taking a chance and doing what you want to do.
I’m glad I got to come up and relax away from traffic, wailing sirens, and the rush of normal life. I’m glad I’m able to get a break. It’s almost time to take the kids to get trees, so I’m off. Hope everyone has a happy Sunday.