I am exhausted, even though I slept a bit last night and had a nap it feels like I ran a marathon. My muscles in my shoulders and neck are tight, my chest hurts, and I have a lingering headache that thuds along with my heartbeat.
Why? My heart decided to take off running for no damned reason last night and continued through this morning. So instead of resting with a nice low heart rate, I was at 160bpm just sitting down.
It’s honestly frustrating and simply tiring. By this morning, standing up made me dizzy and nauseated. I am sick of it. However, I also know that my heart is a lot better than it used to be. I know I have more good days than bad, yet it still gets me down.
Either way, I have spent the entire day taking it easy. I’m starting to feel more like myself almost 24 hours later. Hopefully the entire weekend won’t be lost.