Well actually I do. Apparently, living my life and being happy is enough for someone to hate me for 9 months now. 9 months, that’s a long time I’ve had to endure online attacks, at least the texts have stopped. It’s amazing though, I’m almost flattered. I haven’t been doing anything to provoke anyone, the only thing I’ve been doing is keeping to myself and writing. I’ve been working hard, enjoying the little things, and loving my family. Unfortunately for me, that’s enough for a hater to hate. Yet again, the same person is actively slandering me on the internet. Yet again, the same person has stated (is this the 2nd or 3rd time) that my own daughter would be better off if I was dead. The difference this time? Instead of just saying “dead”, she said murdered.
I don’t get it. I know she had her feelings hurt when Ryan refused to see her anymore, but come on! She cheated on him! I don’t understand how us being happy is a personal attack to her. She has said it’s not that, then what is it? Read through my twitter (it’s linked at the right upper corner of my page). Read through my blog. When was the last time I even mentioned this? Maybe when I had to file a police report? I don’t know what I’m doing to egg on these attacks, and not only attacks against myself, but attacks against my daughter. My 4 year old daughter. What adult person attacks a child? That’s what I don’t understand. No matter how much I dislike someone, I never bring their children into it.
At first, I was going to defend myself against the things she has stated online, but you know what? I’m not. I know they are not true, the people close to me know they are not true. That is good enough for me. I live a good life, I stay out of trouble, and I take care of my daughter. I have good people in my life and I’m happy with where things are. I’m tired of the attacks, I’m tired of the taunting. I’m done. I don’t care if this person calls me a whore, slut, or whatever they may, but that’s on them if they want to believe it. I just want to be left alone, and I want my child left out of it. I will protect my family, it’s the most important thing to me. I am done with this nonsense.